+just give me something i'll take nothing.

Wed, 18 Feb 2004 18:34:51 GMT

+today is homework day.
.my excitment abounds.
.really.

Tue, 17 Feb 2004 23:11:40 GMT

+listen.
.to whomever stole my account; this is my central e-mail account.it is where i correspond with friends i only now have contact with via e-mail and i do not have their addys anywhere else and most importantly, there are important time sensitive documents concerning my education that i needed today.i may have already lost my spot.

.i don't care about retaliation or accusation.
.you know who you are.
.i know who you are.
.just rest the pswd to what i had it set to originally.

.please.regardless of how important it is to you to "show me".this isn't just a petty email acct.just reset the pswd to what i had it set at originally.

Tue, 17 Feb 2004 19:28:12 GMT

.this is more than just some stupid acct.
.just give it back.

Tue, 17 Feb 2004 19:25:00 GMT

.give me back my e-mail account now.

Mon, 16 Feb 2004 23:09:05 GMT

.wow.today has been awesome.

Sat, 14 Feb 2004 16:34:10 GMT

+when did the internet get so dissapointing??

Wed, 11 Feb 2004 20:27:57 GMT

.i'd just like to take this moment to say art school at the u of m is complete bullshit.

Tue, 10 Feb 2004 18:48:07 GMT

.borrowed frm atom.

+

Mon, 09 Feb 2004 22:57:34 GMT

.how can you be so?

Sun, 08 Feb 2004 19:52:28 GMT

.thx unpoptart.

Sat, 07 Feb 2004 03:03:50 GMT

+so my mother may or may not have broken her neck.

.good times around the corner.

Wed, 04 Feb 2004 18:41:13 GMT

.so moving was terrible.the apartment is icky icky icky! the hallway smells like summer camp kitchens.the bathroom is terrifying.i'm scared to go in there.but i must shower somehow (with sandals on of course).i don't go into the kitchen unless i have to.even then.not to cook anything.
.it is clear that i am a spoiled brat and need to deal with my current surroundings, even though i hate how basic, bland, and ancient (like bad 50s)they are.poor m.thinks i'm upset with him because of our news digs, but really i blame god.he's a bastard already anyway.hah.
.in other news, my mother is back to not talking to me again.no real reason this time.and you know, once i realised she was doing this again i just sortof have to laugh.because she is too self-obsessed to bother with anyone else.so now i'm counting down the days until i am obligated to call her and apologize repeatedly for whatever atrocity i've apparently commited.all this just to get what rightfully belongs to me.

.the good times.they never end.

.oh and i just found out i have to get dsl, because the ghetto blding can't support cable.FUN.now instead of just paying the 25$ to get our cable i-net transferred over.i get to pay like anothr 80$ installation fee.
.this is just great because i of course have an endless source of money.in fact.it's coming out of my ass.

.all in all.things are shitty.but funny.because there is a hilarious amount of bullshit to be dealt with everyday.

!!

Sat, 31 Jan 2004 08:41:10 GMT

+i've been on hands and knees scrubbing and scrubbing.my hands are raw.
.and where is everyone??
.well.they are out at Johnny G's.
.thanks guys.

Sat, 31 Jan 2004 01:14:51 GMT

MARTY

.hi.
.i got you a present.

Fri, 30 Jan 2004 21:34:14 GMT

marty, i need your opinion asap

.go here: http://www.behr.com/behrx/workbook/index.jsp
click on color name/number
then type Mossy Rock

.tell me what you think? i thought the wall where the tv will go and the wall where the computer will go would be nice.

.reply asap.

Fri, 30 Jan 2004 17:29:03 GMT

.every single time that i've asked my family for any sort of help since my dad has been dead they've completely abandoned me.
.this.again.comes as no surprise.
.they've all left me high and dry.i called my mother upset and crying and she told me to "just shut up" one can imagine how the rest of the conversation went.
.i can't fucking believe how terrible everything is.
.i don't even want to move.moving into a piece of shit apartment that's too expensive because again, we got totally fucked over.
.and nobody will just let me have a fucking nervous breakdown.
.everyone that is supposed to be there for me never is.
.ever.

Fri, 30 Jan 2004 01:33:17 GMT

so thx to mary's mom standing up for us we're now able to move on Saturday.haha crappy landlord, trying to force us out early for no apparent reason, except that he doesn't want to have to work on a Saturday.
.one less thing to have to deal with.

Thu, 29 Jan 2004 19:50:23 GMT

MARTY, THE U-HAUL DEALIO WITH JESSE IS A NO GO.CAN YOU CALL YOUR MOM AND ASK IF SHE'S STILL DOING IT???????? AND MSG ME BACK ASAP.I'M ALL NERVOUS NOW!!

Thu, 29 Jan 2004 00:53:11 GMT

marty. your mom has called about 800 times.pls call her asap.

Wed, 28 Jan 2004 17:59:33 GMT

so tired
.i can't even believe the amount of work i still have to do today, not to mention finding the time to study for my art hsitory erxam tomorrow.

Wed, 28 Jan 2004 02:08:09 GMT

marty.mathias is picking you up tonight okay?????? at ten right??

Tue, 27 Jan 2004 20:06:47 GMT

.operation stop whining and get this moving shit done already is underway.

Tue, 27 Jan 2004 15:11:32 GMT

It's not
What you thought
When you first began it
You got
What you want
Now you can hardly stand it though,
By now you know
It's not going to stop
It's not going to stop
It's not going to stop
'Til you wise up

You're sure
There's a cure
And you have finally found it
You think
One drink
Will shrink you 'til you're underground
And living down
But it's not going to stop
It's not going to stop
It's not going to stop
'Til you wise up

Prepare a list of what you need
Before you sign away the deed
'Cause it's not going to stop
It's not going to stop
It's not going to stop
'Til you wise up
No, it's not going to stop
'Til you wise up
No, it's not going to stop
So just...give up

Tue, 27 Jan 2004 13:47:21 GMT

.i don't remember the last time i felt this terrible.both physically and mentally.
.i really don't know what to do to pull myself out of this.

Tue, 27 Jan 2004 00:19:59 GMT

.i can't even begin to talk about the nightmare of today.
.we were approved but they "accidentaly" gave the apartment to someone else this morning because the realtor we were dealing with is "no longer with the company" and our application stuff was "lost in the shuffle".
.the details are too fucking ridiculous to even go into.
.i know have three days to find somewhere to live.