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| 17 travesties. danced a few waltzes? Then sleepily fall back 17 travesties. | |
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a wanton waltz for + coax me, cajole me..
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| Wednesday, February 18th, 2004 |
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+today is homework day. .my excitment abounds. .really. |
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| Tuesday, February 17th, 2004 |
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+listen. .to whomever stole my account; this is my central e-mail account.it is where i correspond with friends i only now have contact with via e-mail and i do not have their addys anywhere else and most importantly, there are important time sensitive documents concerning my education that i needed today.i may have already lost my spot. .i don't care about retaliation or accusation. .you know who you are. .i know who you are. .just rest the pswd to what i had it set to originally. .please.regardless of how important it is to you to "show me".this isn't just a petty email acct.just reset the pswd to what i had it set at originally. |
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.this is more than just some stupid acct. .just give it back. |
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| .give me back my e-mail account now. | ||
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| Monday, February 16th, 2004 |
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| Saturday, February 14th, 2004 |
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| +when did the internet get so dissapointing?? | ||
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| Wednesday, February 11th, 2004 |
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| .i'd just like to take this moment to say art school at the u of m is complete bullshit. | ||
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| Tuesday, February 10th, 2004 |
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 .borrowed frm atom. |
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| Monday, February 9th, 2004 |
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| Sunday, February 8th, 2004 |
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 .thx unpoptart. |
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| Friday, February 6th, 2004 |
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| +so my mother may or may not have broken her neck. | ||||
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| Wednesday, February 4th, 2004 |
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.so moving was terrible.the apartment is icky icky icky! the hallway smells like summer camp kitchens.the bathroom is terrifying.i'm scared to go in there.but i must shower somehow (with sandals on of course).i don't go into the kitchen unless i have to.even then.not to cook anything. .it is clear that i am a spoiled brat and need to deal with my current surroundings, even though i hate how basic, bland, and ancient (like bad 50s)they are.poor m.thinks i'm upset with him because of our news digs, but really i blame god.he's a bastard already anyway.hah. .in other news, my mother is back to not talking to me again.no real reason this time.and you know, once i realised she was doing this again i just sortof have to laugh.because she is too self-obsessed to bother with anyone else.so now i'm counting down the days until i am obligated to call her and apologize repeatedly for whatever atrocity i've apparently commited.all this just to get what rightfully belongs to me. .the good times.they never end. .oh and i just found out i have to get dsl, because the ghetto blding can't support cable.FUN.now instead of just paying the 25$ to get our cable i-net transferred over.i get to pay like anothr 80$ installation fee. .this is just great because i of course have an endless source of money.in fact.it's coming out of my ass. .all in all.things are shitty.but funny.because there is a hilarious amount of bullshit to be dealt with everyday. !! |
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| Saturday, January 31st, 2004 |
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+i've been on hands and knees scrubbing and scrubbing.my hands are raw. .and where is everyone?? .well.they are out at Johnny G's. .thanks guys. |
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| Friday, January 30th, 2004 |
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MARTY.hi. .i got you a present. |
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marty, i need your opinion asap .go here: http://www.behr.com/behrx/workbook/inde click on color name/number then type Mossy Rock .tell me what you think? i thought the wall where the tv will go and the wall where the computer will go would be nice. .reply asap. |
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.every single time that i've asked my family for any sort of help since my dad has been dead they've completely abandoned me. .this.again.comes as no surprise. .they've all left me high and dry.i called my mother upset and crying and she told me to "just shut up" one can imagine how the rest of the conversation went. .i can't fucking believe how terrible everything is. .i don't even want to move.moving into a piece of shit apartment that's too expensive because again, we got totally fucked over. .and nobody will just let me have a fucking nervous breakdown. .everyone that is supposed to be there for me never is. .ever. |
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| Thursday, January 29th, 2004 |
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so thx to mary's mom standing up for us we're now able to move on Saturday.haha crappy landlord, trying to force us out early for no apparent reason, except that he doesn't want to have to work on a Saturday. .one less thing to have to deal with. |
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a wanton waltz for + coax me, cajole me..
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worried.
pissed off.
relieved.